Have you ever experienced pain until it becomes painless?
Sometimes, I want to decipher if what I feel is withdrawal to pain or resilience
I had so much pain that it meant nothing
But I'm done crying, mourning and everything that brings pain, because I said so.
I've paid my dues, it was long overdue
I know how it feels to feel pain
I needed it, I learnt empathy
I know what it feels to hope, I needed it, now I can tell you about being hopeful
I have had a taste of fear, I needed it, I understood exactly why the opposite of it is courage.
I promise I understand when you cry, when you hurt, when you are afraid, when you are hungry, when you hope till hope is all you have
I know how it feels to have everything, then lose it all
I've been on that road so many times.
So believe me when I say, I know exactly how you feel when the feeling you feel becomes so intense until all you feel is the feeling you feel
Have a lovely weekend